My Story

Hi, I'm Pamela

At 63 years old I am sure I could write a book about my life, so let’s just hit some highlights. I will be going into much detail about my life in my blog.
 

From birth I was born into a life of manipulation, gaslighting, emotional, physical & sexual abuse. Physical ailments plagued me my whole life starting with chronic bronchitis and epileptic seizures.
 

When I was a young mother, with 2 children and no support, only manipulation and untruths from my husband, the church & society, I developed lupus and fibromyalgia and went into very early menopause due to the stress on my body. At one point I had to use a wheelchair when I went out with my children because I had very little endurance, strength and I was so tired all the time.
 

The last 15 years or so in my relationship my daughter opened my eyes to a new way of life, she pointed me on a path to discover myself and what was going on in my life.  At that time, I had no idea how deep the rabbit hole went. My painful struggle called me to look within, to continue seeking and finding my way back to myself, who I was underneath the limiting beliefs I carried, all the lies I was taught. I took a couple energy courses, read so many books. As I took a step forward though so often it felt like I was taking two steps back.
 

Only when I left a 32-year marriage did I start to uncover why I was sick all the time. I was forced into it, things were so dire, I was at a point that I must figure things out or die. I was so lost in that relationship, I had lost myself, I was devasted to hear truths that were never reveled to me before. How was I so blind, naive, ignorant? How did I allow this to happen? I poured myself into energy healing courses, I questioned my spiritual & religious beliefs. I discovered that the energy work alone did not reveal, heal, all that was going on. 12-16 hours a day, I needed answers and I need them now! I did not want to feel like this anymore. I started realizing what I ate, my ideas, beliefs were not mine. I was next led to a commitment to understanding trauma and how it’s held in the body and the nervous system.
 

Through this difficult journey, I finally understood why chronic disease, why so many do not leave abusive relationships. I discovered my strength, courage and resilience. I’ve sat with painful emotions, memories and sensations in my body. Through it all, I finally developed and understood self-love, self-esteem and self worth. I discovered freedom, had purpose and a sense of belonging. I started laughing and found happiness and joy.
 

Through the stories I share in my blog, to my variety of services and healing, my hope is to assist you in breaking the chains that is keeping you from finding freedom, purpose, peace, and belonging.
Together, I will assist you in rediscovering balance in your life and your true divine self.